amorecas:

read, maybe?

a while ago I left tumblr, it didn’t make me happy anymore and I wasn’t super interested in spn. tbh it felt like a job to just queue things so I left and even uninstalled the app because I thought it would be liberating… but in reality I missed it as it’s my way of being informed and connected to the world.

but I was tired of the same spn posts over and over, I had like 5 new followers every month and I lost about 500 so I thought maybe if I followed more people in different fandoms I’d be happier, and I was, at least for a while. I changed my themes, pages, tags, everything but my url, deleted around 30k posts and I was feeling good with my new multifandom blog.

suddenly that wasn’t enough and it became worse again. I just don’t enjoy this blog anymore, I have a job and I go to school so that’s stressful enough for me and since a lot of people are moving blogs I decided I should do that too.

my tagging system is so messed up, I wanna feel free to post other fandoms without the ‘non spn’ tag that chains me to the spn fandom and as much as I adore this url cause it means too much for me I don’t wanna be a spn blog or a multifandom blog, I wanna be a me blog, post whatever I like and stop pretending, I wanna rant and talk about my life freely.

that being said, I will probably follow most of the blogs I follow right now and others obviously. I will post different fandoms (even spn cause I still care a little, *sigh*) and stuff I like. I’ll have a good tagging system because I love organized tags and just.. be me.

I won’t delete this blog, I love it too much.

My queue is full right now so I’ll wait until it’s empty to completely move and after I set up my blog I’ll announce it so you all can follow if you like, if not, that’s okay too.

I’d like to thank you all for following me and making the past 3+ years fun and literally saving me when I was at my worst. a lot of people say this website is shit, but I think we all heal differently and this definitely helped me. I hope you all have an incredible life, I hope you get everything you want, get to be who you really are, love who you want to love, be free.

- gina.